“Self Doubt”
I reach
I grasp
I hold on
My trembling hands
Your tempting timing
The way your eyes pierce me
A simple shadow of a doubt
I never knew was there
I couldn’t have known
Even if I’d been looking
Yet there you are
I study you
And find
What I do not know
And want to know
So much more
I want to ignore
The boundaries
The lines that I’ve drawn
And breathe as much of you in
As my body allows
I want to get caught up
In your words
And our laughter
Without fear
Of the lack of certainty
Of tomorrow and beyond
Yet I know me
And my mayhem
My ignorance
What with bliss
And I doubt
So much more
And that’s all in me
I lied when I said
I wouldn’t ask of you
I ask you ease my doubt
And help me recognize
My self-worth
Help me see
The good you see
In me
And I’ll find a way
To do
The same
For you
And I’ll try
For each day
And try not
To clutter
My mind
With my usual heart’s
Confusion
I wish not
For promises
Which will be broken
And beat me
But truth
And fairytale
To be swept up
With you
In you
About you
And around
Do as I do
Live in me
Take everything
Or choice nothing
And keep breathing
For life is simple
If you learn to let go
I reach
I grasp
I hold on
My trembling hands
Your tempting timing
The way your eyes pierce me
A simple shadow of a doubt
I never knew was there
I couldn’t have known
Even if I’d been looking
Yet there you are
I study you
And find
What I do not know
And want to know
So much more
I want to ignore
The boundaries
The lines that I’ve drawn
And breathe as much of you in
As my body allows
I want to get caught up
In your words
And our laughter
Without fear
Of the lack of certainty
Of tomorrow and beyond
Yet I know me
And my mayhem
My ignorance
What with bliss
And I doubt
So much more
And that’s all in me
I lied when I said
I wouldn’t ask of you
I ask you ease my doubt
And help me recognize
My self-worth
Help me see
The good you see
In me
And I’ll find a way
To do
The same
For you
And I’ll try
For each day
And try not
To clutter
My mind
With my usual heart’s
Confusion
I wish not
For promises
Which will be broken
And beat me
But truth
And fairytale
To be swept up
With you
In you
About you
And around
Do as I do
Live in me
Take everything
Or choice nothing
And keep breathing
For life is simple
If you learn to let go