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If only I possessed the magic
To divide myself
Into 900 bits and pieces
I’d reassemble myself
Into something even more magnificent
A version of me
That embraced all this madness
Enveloped but reveling
Vanquishing doubt and distraction
The muddled memories
Of my broken past
Haunt me
But these ghosts I dream of
Possess breath and bone
And no amount of magic
Will release me
From a grip so tight
I struggle with breathing
Paralyzed
From the neck down
I see “you”
I hear you
But my fingers
Lack the sensation
Of your skin against my skin
Your whispers against my flesh
Those fantastic
Cathartic
Superfluous
Moments
Physical therapy
Practiced
Without license
Instead
The neon sign
Adorning my soul
Flashes: “Vacancy”
Flickering
Sputtering
I need to slip and fall
I seek a sick and twisted
Coma
Where dreams and reality blend
When Babylon is home
And the language which lingers on my lips
Is only known by two
What’s it like?
Knowing
I’m only fluent
In you
If only I possessed the magic
To divide myself
Into 900 bits and pieces
I’d reassemble myself
Into something even more magnificent
A version of me
That embraced all this madness
Enveloped but reveling
Vanquishing doubt and distraction
The muddled memories
Of my broken past
Haunt me
But these ghosts I dream of
Possess breath and bone
And no amount of magic
Will release me
From a grip so tight
I struggle with breathing
Paralyzed
From the neck down
I see “you”
I hear you
But my fingers
Lack the sensation
Of your skin against my skin
Your whispers against my flesh
Those fantastic
Cathartic
Superfluous
Moments
Physical therapy
Practiced
Without license
Instead
The neon sign
Adorning my soul
Flashes: “Vacancy”
Flickering
Sputtering
I need to slip and fall
I seek a sick and twisted
Coma
Where dreams and reality blend
When Babylon is home
And the language which lingers on my lips
Is only known by two
What’s it like?
Knowing
I’m only fluent
In you