Shipwrecked

Struck dumb by insignificance
I am no longer proud of what I have become

Some        less than        whole        excuse        of magnificent
Tasting sour all the while deemed sweet

Falsely crowned
Living a lie

I am apologetic to blank pages










Deserving not
the words
to litter


Sacrificing forgiveness           I crucified a man
Garnished with desire           masked in past transgressions
Once again the innocent lost           in spite of my long lost innocence

Perhaps disease is the modern day scarlet letter
dripping with skin infected
by filth
I disgust

Barreling on           leaving demolition in my wake
Not entirely certain if I am drowning or simply fading away
Either way
unable to sink