"Simulated Sense of Self"

The alive
The aroused
The unwound
The awake
The need
To divide
And define
The sense of self
That already is
The existance
Personified
From one to another
The senses
Seeking
Stimulation
Provided
Only within
Controlling
And consoling
The ideal
Inside
For one may search
Yet not rely
On what they find
Uncovering
Truth
Revealing
Questions
The circles
Keep their cycle
Though we wish
For a break
Bound by one
Consumed by some
Stimulated by all
Resolved in self satisfaction
Relying on the inside
To reveal
What is what
Eyes open
Searching
All the while

An Ode Long Overdo

Alas, my friend
I´ve fallen
For my solitude
Grants clarity
And I see
Only fear itself
Will fail me
Or you rather
Or
Is it me
As we have seen before
The indisputable mistakes along the way
They prevail
More often than not
"Watch your step"
You say...
I stumble
"Can you see me now?"
I look away
No reason
Or know how
But
Spontaneously
Predictable
And scantily clad
I prove you right
By doing you wrong
No reason
Yet still
My carelessness
Sends shivers down your spine
And spite into your mind
Though passion throws us back
Intertwined
Divine
Naked
And shaken
Love is
All that
But more
When time
And lies
Consume one of two
How is forgiveness foreseen?
We are here though
Aren´t we?
"And I believe,
Love will find a way"
If so
With hope
And faith
And the helping hand
Of God above
Let me believe
I'll be
What you see in me
Now with life
Rekindled
Let love
Follow it's natural course
And place a faithful heart
Into the favored hand

Salzburg's Fortress

Some things
Cannot be
Explained

Reason
Finds
It's way
Without cause

So be it
I face
This world
Alone
Or rather
On my own

Who
I am
Is something
I'm reluctant
To share
While I'm willing
I'm waiting

For definition
Creates
A place
Within
Sacred
To me

So
It seems
I play the fortunate
Lost
And at ease

"Friend And Foe"

The conflicted
Confined
By her own walls
Devoured
Matters of the heart
Slowly
Bury themselves
Battered with bitterness
Charred black
Destroyed
By flames
Which once burned
Lighting her eyes
Her life
Her insides
Now the remains
Reveal
A hollow
Resemblance
The aftermath
Of a battlefield
Where the foe's advantage
His strategy
Was the Love
Which leaves
Her limbs weak
Her head hangs defenseless
So you see the pacifist perspective
She fought
For the right
To love
And how sad it seems
Empty handed
Revealed
Torn
She fought her friend
And ascends alone
The broken heart#Beneath her breast
Denies the right
To feel
For fear
The same
May shame
Her
So she denies herself
Her bleeding heart
Remains
Tied up
With traces
From the tenderness that once touched her
From the memory
Once friend
Now foe

Tauber Valley

A tale told
Depicted by words
Accompanied
By
Still frame shots
Silhouettes
Scenes
No comparison
To the real thing
While blood runs through me
And breath ignites my body
These circumstances
Make me contemplate
Less
Evaluate life's worth
More
My return
To the ill fated world
I render
Sombering
Not for the familiar
Places
And faces
I long for
And love
But
The real
Day to day
Life
I lead
So I pick
Apart
These fairytale sights
And sew them in
To the very flesh of me
Therefore I
Will not just see
And say
But I will
Breath
And be